sometimes struggle with my faith, not with believing in God, but with being good enough for grace. Oh Lord, have mercy on me a sinner. I really identified with the baggage message in the sermon today, about being weighted down with guilt, and obligation and just feeling burdened. The thief coming to steal joy in life and Christ. The falling apart from carrying the burdens alone.
Oddly enough i had been thinking about control and how I always carry around this illusion that I have control when i really don't. God does. and he should.
